text | They all think im skeptic

No longer waiting. Just sit and stare. keep you in the corner. timeout creates despaire. Leave me on my own to fight a lost cause. Leave me on the shelf as you make use of a returnable item. I hold my breathe but remain skeptic... Placed on a time delay. Listen out for the silence. Fasinated by the lack of sound. I establish boundaries. Try to ignore the letter sent. Avoiding my own voice. Lie about previous actions. Become a traitor in my own right. Im not proud of it. I remain absorbed in this obsession. blocked creativity plays with self destruction. I remain skeptic..