text | i appear and i appoligise

Walk away, look away i watched as you turned away in disgust.
thats okay, no hard feelings....none of such,
lean against the wall too keep from falling, hold back the water in my dissaproving eyes.
just laughed again, its always something
im the joke again, leaves me feeling nothing
watch for the warning signs, i display them between the following times.
always fucking with my mind. afraid to let them down.
considered being that personal someone going against everything that ive said.
just too fit in too be welcomed
im tired of the stereotype.
im sick of trading conversation with the voice inside my head.