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let down. watch as bricks fall and people get caught up in the mess. headache fills in the gaps. saw the end of the day eat its way through my left arm. felt the dark tint of eyes on my skin. then they burnt patches. leaving another mark too be recalled at a latter date. mouths dry as chalk is consumed by the packet. hours pass and i wrap you up in celophane. im censoring out my words because i will speak too you soon. think happy thoughts that do not involve any truth or reasoning. convinced that i should forfeit my main objectives. let down as fear stands in my way. let down before i regret too much.