text | breathe with me

im so confused by everything. now im sitting, remember to stay calm. just breathe. simply breathe. it sounds so easy. sounds so clean. cannot wait to avoid the edge. not to notice. too disappear. i hate feeling awkward. positive thinking makes my mind hurt. cannot clear the air. not till its all over and done with. i was given numbers that i will never ring. i was looked at without a care. my name was remembered, but one time too late. i am over it as well as everything else. now im keeping busy you could have just pushed me down the stairs. is it a man or a woman? keep on when pain persists. just dont think when you cant forget.